Yesterday, Friday August 21 2015, my Patrick texted a few friends, messaged me Goodbye and walked into the Gulf.

We were separated. I let him down. I gave up. I should have taken better care of him.

I don't see how I can ever be happy again.

You didn't have to do this Patrick. You didn't have to do this. Not this!

So many people love you. I love you.

I'm sorry Baby.